The same "sunny" Sun?

Image Source

Now this is going to be weird! So just enjoy reading it.

Its spring, the smell is beautiful, the wind is just fine, it penetrates your clothes giving just the perfect sensation of being free, being just the right feeling to feel like. You are in a lovely mood, mood in which you feel you are being lifted, just the right mood. Everything is just the right as it can be, everything is in order, you have a lot of energy inside you, you want to do anything or a something you always wanted to do. Its just right almost as if it's perfect, or is it?

Suddenly, it grows dark, darker than it is just before the sunrise, darker than black itself. The darkness grows slowly but it grows and it grows as perfectly as the sun moves up in the morning but a little faster, so that you do really see it growing. What did just happen, you don't know, I don't know, maybe some UFO covered the earths surface just above you, or maybe it is the moon. You can't see anything, nothing at all, then there is a faint light, as faint it can be, your eyes identify it really fast, coz you were scared, you just wanted to see light again.

You look forward, your pupils dilute more in order too see, get more of the strange light in, you go close to it, close enough. It is bluish in color, the color of the inner flame of a candle. Then you stop, you see. Really, do you see? What do you see? Ill tell you what you see; there's a face, a small face about the size of your small finger, the one which is the smallest. Its is small but it is old and it seems cold. Cold, because its blue, it’s a face being formed in the flame with those small dark spots for eyes, mouth and a well um long beard. It says something, to you, you heard it, I didn't. It said "I am the sun, I came to eat you up." You didn’t speak or did you? You opened your mouth but nothing comes out. The face continues, it says further, "will you let me?" You finally speak, "no, but how, you are so small, you can’t be the sun, you are something else!", to this the face replies, "Yes, I am the sun, I have turned down my job as a warmth giver, as life supporter, the cosmos fired me, they don’t believe in my vanity any more. They say I am useless. They took away my powers. So I am going to finish you off too". You are suddenly under the face's grip, you believe it. You don't move.

It eats you up. You are now nowhere, nowhere inside or nowhere outside, nor in middle of some nowhere, but you still have the conscious of being somewhere. Maybe inside the sun. But you don’t feel anything else, nothing else, you don't have anything attached to you to feel about. You feel absolute nirvana. The time stops.

Note: Well to share the credit, this idea of sun gobbling you up was Dhruv's. Thank you Dhruv! Couldn't have done this without your inspiration.

Gleaming Thoughts

Image Source

Mind You, this record isn't going to be of much practical consequence. Read at your own risk!

Well let’s see, how many times a day/week/month you are in a state of mind of this kind: complete calm, absolute tranquility, free from any sentiment and no stupid love/hate emotion inside your head? You don’t have an answer for this? Then well, I think you are missing an amazing state of mind. Read on to find more…

If you can keep your mind as fresh as you feel just after waking up, always; I believe you have actually found out the perfect way to think! You will never ever fuck things up, never ever make a mess of yourself. This will make you find "how you see things" and not "how you perceive things"; the whole years of existence of mine I have realized "how you see things" is much more revealing about the complex (natural/unnatural) reasons behind it, than how you perceive them from a "worldly" (the quotes are meant to emphasize the word your) perspective; if properly understood how to.

What I am trying to say is see things as they are, do not try seeing them from a conclusive view point. I do accept that doing this might make, the already loaded minds of ours, with much more work to do initially, and it might make you insensitive to certain things but if properly used can relieve us from being anxious, being worried every time. Believe me it’s almost a drug!

Like something if you really like it, hate something if you really hate it, love something if you really love it. But there is a small catch; you need to find the real meaning of "really" in the above lines. This might be useful; if for instance you like some object tell a friend about it but don't take his/her opinion, and you'll soon realize if you "really" like it or not.

This whole thing is much easier to implement if you can keep your mind free from all the worlds crap i.e. keep your brain free from clutter, clean all the dirt! And yes feel above this whole world.

Disclaimer: Trying the above yielded awesome results for me, but yes I became least worried to almost anything and everything and that is not exactly very good. It’s actually too dangerous if you cannot control yourself or you are in a "low" part of your life!