Image SourceOnly if I didn’t have to do it. Only if I wasn't supposed to do it. Only if this world didn’t require me to do it. I wish I couldn’t do it. I wish I had not been told to do it. Many times you don't want to do anything or a something but this fucking world requires you to do exactly it. Precisely the thing you hate to do. Quite the thing that makes you angry when you are told to do.
Is there a way out? Maybe yes, maybe not.
Depends if you have a habit of giving in and accepting, then probably you don't require a solution. You are already doing it, it does not bother you. Just for the sake of it. Just because you are told all of them do it. Just because you have to do it.
I seriously doubt any kind of inquisitiveness in their minds, they are merely robots; learning each thing as it comes, never learn out of them, never find out answers to them, never find something that connects them all. They were never told to question their cognition. They are overwhelmed by this world, making them numb to more the beautiful things in life. They seem so much uninteresting to me, so much boring, so much lifeless. How-so-ever they may seem from the outside. I do not have anything for them.
But then there are some others, who resist, who fight. They can not accept things as they are. It is always difficult for them. Trust me, doing things you seriously can't understand is the worst torture ever! Worse than any situation, worst than any god-damn thing. These are the ones who can feel, sense their own deepest desires, and not shy away from them. They follow one unified rationale for each and every thing. Their madness is their sanity.
But they do overcome this, they understand. This is what maybe is the ultimate test for their logic, without breaking apart, without falling, without going into repression. I don't know if they always succeed but they try. Its always much delightful for them, world thus never seems useless. Always ready, always in touch with their self. Its beautiful again then.
Note: Yeah right, I was in complete angry mood otherwise this post could have been much better, but anyway I posted it. And surprisingly my itunes kept on shuffling Pink Floyd which exaggerated it even more.
Is there a way out? Maybe yes, maybe not.
Depends if you have a habit of giving in and accepting, then probably you don't require a solution. You are already doing it, it does not bother you. Just for the sake of it. Just because you are told all of them do it. Just because you have to do it.
I seriously doubt any kind of inquisitiveness in their minds, they are merely robots; learning each thing as it comes, never learn out of them, never find out answers to them, never find something that connects them all. They were never told to question their cognition. They are overwhelmed by this world, making them numb to more the beautiful things in life. They seem so much uninteresting to me, so much boring, so much lifeless. How-so-ever they may seem from the outside. I do not have anything for them.
But then there are some others, who resist, who fight. They can not accept things as they are. It is always difficult for them. Trust me, doing things you seriously can't understand is the worst torture ever! Worse than any situation, worst than any god-damn thing. These are the ones who can feel, sense their own deepest desires, and not shy away from them. They follow one unified rationale for each and every thing. Their madness is their sanity.
But they do overcome this, they understand. This is what maybe is the ultimate test for their logic, without breaking apart, without falling, without going into repression. I don't know if they always succeed but they try. Its always much delightful for them, world thus never seems useless. Always ready, always in touch with their self. Its beautiful again then.
Note: Yeah right, I was in complete angry mood otherwise this post could have been much better, but anyway I posted it. And surprisingly my itunes kept on shuffling Pink Floyd which exaggerated it even more.
